IMPORTANT
This website is still under construction! It's akin to a living document. Please be patient! Not all links will lead you anywhere.
You can always use CTRL+F ((pressing the CTRL button and the F button at the same time!)) to see if you might post any of my triggers or apply to any of the DNFI criteria under my page!
Note from Yue: Please be aware that these triggers only affect Lynx. If Lynx has their PTSD triggered by any of the following, there is often a chance a headmate will front instead, whether it be myself or another member. Sometimes we may co-front to calm vir down, or she may switch out entirely.
Blacklist
I figured it'd be a good idea to have a page for my blacklist here on my website, so those who interact with my social media know not to post this content without a content warning around me.
Please put a trigger warning tag before any of these! If you're on discord with me, also PLEASE please please put it under a spoiler! The squicks aren't as important, but please do it for my triggers! Everything here is things I relate to my experience with either sexual or mental abuse, as well as other extremely traumatic experiences. Please be careful.
● MLP / My Little Pony
● Shimoneta
● DanMachi
● Sephiroth
● Nehara / Amanda
● CSA
● Homestuck
● Anything related to Markiplier (yes that includes unus annus)
● Choking (irl or in lewd situations, mainly in image form, however the idea of it happening to me is the main issue afaik)
● Kirby
● @Enbyjotaro / @LoveVenus
● Among Us (the game) ((This is a dysphoria trigger instead of a panic trigger, so while I felt weird classifying it as a trigger it still is one, just lighter compared to the rest, I guess?))
● Most IRL nudity; (I don't know why I have to say this but YES shitposting/memes with irl nudity is still fucking irl nudity oh my god) ((it's mainly of the pornographic variety, this one varies a bit but if you're not my partner and we're not in a dedicated nsfw channel then it'll definitely freak me out, do not DM me nudes or I will block you. My issue with IRL nudity extends to things that are adjacent to it so please do NOT send me things where IRL people are being sexually suggestive visually, even if it’s not literal nudity))
● Self Harm (even discussions of it) ((This is another lighter trigger, it does lead to longing/craving of self harm, though, despite me also feeling weird about listing it as a trigger, so it apparently should be listed here))
● Noncon/Rape/CSA/CoCSA (Note: Dubcon is fine, and not a trigger for me! Dubcon includes but is not limited to: groping, photo-taking, alcohol and drugs)
● Anorexia/Bulimia/various eating disorders meant to lose weight (Specifically with this, it is solely people close to me or that I have to engage with that can be stressful for me to interact with; as long as they're not promoting it or insisting it's healthy or important to do and the like or mentioning how they want to lose weight it can be fine, though? Like I can watch videos about Eugenia Cooney, but I probably couldn't be a friend of hers in any capacity without panicking.)
● (my own) Inability to properly/fully apologize for accidents such as being prevented from doing so and the like
If you’re wondering if something crosses the line, assume it does, period.
What's CSA?
The World Health Organization (WHO) defines CSA as:
The involvement of a child in sexual activity that he or she does not fully comprehend, is unable to give informed consent to, or for which the child is not developmentally prepared and cannot give consent, or that violate the laws or social taboos of society.
CSA is short for child sexual abuse.
CoCSA (Child on Child sexual abuse) is still sexual abuse. You can read about that here. https://defendinnocence.org/child-sexual-abuse-risk-reduction/sexual-development-at-all-ages/concerning-behavior/5-facts-child-child-sexual-abuse/#:~:text=Ages%2012%20to%2014%20are,with%20cognitive%20or%20physical%20limitations.
Squicks
Hate on YukiLisa / YukiLisaSayo
Hate on NicoMaki
Hate on yanderes
Hating any of my kins tbh
female teachers
Kermit the Frog
Kaoru Seta
Harm to cats
Moca Aoba
Rin Hoshizora
Anastasia (IdolMaster)
Please do not follow, if...
● You're a TERF, transphobe, racist, nbphobic, abuser/abusive, etc.
● You post any irl porn. I don't want to see that.
● You associate positively with Nehara from the Tales of community (she's on discord, wikia, reddit, etc, and has groomed a minor into adulthood in the Tales of Rays/Link discord)
● You associate positively with Tangletalon38 (known by many other names, like LunarsStorm, Tangle38, and others).
● You associate positively with BonPaladin. (He abused me from when I was ~13-16)
● You associate positively with @dumshiba or @shibabaaka on twitter.
● You associate positively with @yaboiphi (Shigumai) on twitter (he's also on discord & is being groomed by Nehara, I tried to help him out of that abusive relationship for years and it sometimes triggers me to try and deal w/ him as long as he is still being abused by her) (( It's essentially a squick but I'd still rather not deal with it because it makes me insanely uncomfortable as a csa survivor regardless))
● You associate positively with uncorruptedchampion on tumblr (AKA Rei, she's a transphobe and sends CSA survivors r//pe pics because she's fucking insane... also has deadnamed nice trans ppl I know! )
● I would like to ask you please do not talk positively about Daijoubu/Tsuntsun_dai or whatever their twitter name is (aka "masteroftheclow" on discord) around me and do not invite them to discord servers I'm in, please. They actively lash out at me for seemingly no reason and make me deeply uncomfortable.
● You stan homestuck (appreciating it is okay, I just don't want to see it often, if at all, on my timeline.)
● You stan/like Jasper from Steven Universe and will get offended if I call her abusive.
● You hate Monika, Yuri, Marta Lualdi, Shana, Hitagi, or any characters I love and relate to immensely.
● You love shimoneta, and love Anna (who is not accurate to yandere portrayal, yanderes would never sexually assault someone they love).
● You're a brony or pegasister. ( Mainly please just don't post MLP images or have an MLP icon around me, thank you! )
● You're an Anastasia (from idolmaster) or Kaoru (from bang dream) stan.
● You're an anti vaxxer. Anti vaxxers are dangerous to autistic people, and I am autistic. Please go away.
● You're against they/them lesbians, Bi Lesbians, Pan Lesbians, nonbinary lesbians, or have other exclusionary beliefs. Not all bi or pan lesbians are attracted to men, either. If you need more info there's a good masterpost on SayoAntiLesSep's twitter!
● You defend Venus (@enbyjotaro / comradevenustas) and Lilly (@CommanderLilly) for abusing UmbralReaver, Umbral has attempted suicide multiple times because of those two and their smear campaign. Please do not argue with me on this, just leave us all alone.
● You follow @Damien_Halofire on twitter, aka damienhalofire on twitch. He's a transphobe and victim blamer. gross. go here for some funny quotes my friends have said about him: https://pastebin.com/U0UMEcRF
● You'll defend Vic Mignogna or ProJared and refuse to just drop the subject around me.
● You follow Yurisica on twitch (formerly known as Sera)... she sent me r**pe porn while I was trying to recover from my escape from my r-pist and definitely stunted my healing.
● Do not under any circumstances talk to me about Kyci/Ironblaze in a positive manner, I tried repeatedly to have a proper conversation with her over accidentally triggering her and tried to apologize appropriately and also push for reconciliation and she acted needlessly aggressive towards me for wanting her to apologize for the suffering she inflicted upon me and my boyfriend. She genuinely seems to not care and want to take accountability for the fact she pushed me into so much pain. She admitted I didn't bring her girlfriend into anything and at least accepted I was scared of her girlfriend for some scary things her girlfriend said about me privately. https://imgur.com/a/rtLgItX
●Support KaiHigu ((dude on discord and apparently popular on furaffinity))... he said he should be allowed to discuss triggering topics around folks and just in general was very abusive towards me and is a very disgusting and dishonest person
● Defend/support aerypear ((defended my friend's abuser; guilted me and lashed out at me for being afraid of one of her friends which simply instilled more fear into me; also sent her own followers to harass me after my friends and I called out one of her scams, which she only corrected after she was called out! She is actively LYING about anyone "losing" their commission from her, she never delivered it until over 6 hours after the drama occurred due to her failing to deliver it for OVER 2 and a half YEARS.)) She also REPEATEDLY dodged any questions I asked for my ex about their art, despite talking to me about it early on. I have screenshots of asking her in LATE 2020 and her just. not answering. despite saying she completed it in late 2019 and supposedly gave it to Nat and me ((never happened!)). She is EXTREMELY unprofessional and I recommend never commissioning her. see here: https://imgur.com/a/s6ZdHPn ...the TLDR is she spreads lies about me and was generally abusive towards ppl I care about tho.
Hello! I'm a host of a traumagenic system! My name is Lynx, but I am known by many other names as well, such as Wings, Stella, and Nyx! I'm a Rena Ryuuguu (from Higurashi) fictive, and my primary kin are Kaede Fuyou from SHUFFLE!, Kizuna AI, and Yuri from Doki Doki Literature Club!
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